Impatiently Waitin

you would think that by now i understand the way this game is played.

*boy meets girl*

*boy likes girl*

*boy chases girl*

*girl give boy a chance*

*boy fu*ks up everythin*

now here is where i get lost. see, it seems to me there is somethin wrong with this last sequence of events. you would think that after all the hard work said boy has done for said girl, he would value his jus reward.

*shakes head sadly*

so how do we fix this? i'd like to believe that i have the answer to this dilemma, but i don't. i never understand why it seems like jus as things are goin well, and said boy is finally doin all the things he promised, that things go sour fast. all those things you discussed, all the things you appeared to have in common, all of a sudden no longer apply. seriously? who are you and what happened to that guy who was callin jus to say hi?  where's the dude that couldn't wait until you got off from work so he could "stop by"? you know, the one that might jus be in the neighborhood right at your lunch break? where is he at?

*sigh*

so here i am, back at square one. that place where hurry up already intersects with slow the hell down. i'm lookin at the prospects on the online site, but at this stage of the game i feel like i should be tryin to decide if we should have another addition to our family, not whether or not i wanna go on any blind dates. so, what's a girl to do?  . . .